I've been flooded with emotions, I want so badly to drive to my gms house and ask her face to face why she said this, I want to drive to my gms house and punch my fucking pill popping drug addict mother in her sunken in wrinkled up piece of shit face, I want to scream and I want to cry.
As my conversation went on with my Aunt she continued to say " well, you know how confused she gets and she is very confused so I wouldn't take to heart what she has said" and I bite back saying "well, its really easy for you to say this , since it wasn't your name that fell out of her confused mouth is it? It was mine and I'm gonna tell you that its not my days treat to wipe her ass and clean out piss pots full of 3 day old piss, but I did it because I love her and wanted to help , not be accused of stealing her goddamn pills and selling them. AND if she was so fucking confused then why when you asked her if she really meant me did she say yes and repeat my name and when you ask her why I would have taken them she says to get money? Confused or not I'm not going to be a part of this any more."
At that point I busted into tears and broke down, I just feel so drained and worn out. I'm very hurt in all this and hate to walk away but don't want to sit back and let it happen again.
8.28.2008
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That is just INSANITY!!! I don't know you IRL, but from what I DO know about you, I don't think you'd do that to your GM. I can't believe she'd accuse you of that.
What's worse is that you probably know your mom would never correct her. I just thank god that I never got into drugs (well, besides Pepsi) because all these people struggling to get their next "dose" are ruining their lives to get it.
I hope they wisen up and realize what you do for your GM and why. Or do they already know, which is why your aunt backpedaled on the phone?
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