Lonley : (

I'm lonley and sad (boo hoo). I am sad that my best friend lives FAR AWAY and 3 hours ahead of me in time. I am sitting here in my office and thinking about the fact that other than her I am pretty much "friendless".

I have checked my email way too many times tonight knowing that there will be no new emails and it bums me out.

I guess I'm having a pity party right now and I need to snap out of it soon. I just miss hanging out with someone and laughing till I pee, going on midnight walmart runs and just being me not matter how bad that is.

Now don't get me wrong I do have a friend here and my sil but it's never the same. I hate the fact that I am feeling this way but I am and I admit it.

I have a hub that goes to bed when the birds do and that means I spend the evenings and late nights alone so I have many, many hours to sit and think and tonight it's not a good thing . I'm a huge downer but I just had to vent. Sorry :(